Its hard right now knowing that another guy is taking my spot because of my mistakes. Only…only if I could show and prove to you and you would understand and listen, only if. Him kissing you, being with you constantly just like I used to be,it just brings back memories and at this point in time thats all I really have is that. Oh well, I’m tired of dwelling over this I tried waiting it out and look what happens hah “best friend” steps in like he wanted to from day 1. You meant everything to me and now idk it seems like your gone and your all his.